Jesse Nelson revealed that she shed tears behind the scenes filming the Sweet Melody video.
She explained in Explosive new interview After having a panic attack, she said, “I was sobbing in the dressing room.”
The 29-year-old singer Opened about her December departure From the group for the first time.
She told the cosmopolitan: “There is a sweet melody scene that I don’t have when I panic and break down.
“I was like,’I just want to go home.’ I was sobbing in the dressing room.
“Someone near me said,’I have to stop this. I can’t keep doing this myself. You’ll end up in the old place.’
“For me, that was the pinnacle.” I thought, “This isn’t healthy and I need to take care of myself now.”
“It wasn’t good for the other three to be around people who didn’t want to be there, so I took a break.
“For a long time I was worried about others and disappointed them. The only person I was supposed to be happy with was myself and I wasn’t doing that.
“I knew I was going back five years ago, so I had to do it for mental health. That’s scary …”
Elsewhere in the interview, Jesse Veiled digging for her ex-bandmate Perrie Edwards, 27, Leigh-Anne Pinnock, 29, Jade Thirlwall, 28.
She states: “The last music video we went to was the limit. We were blocked, and I could take a break and stay home around the people I love. It was my first time.
“It was the happiest I’ve ever felt, and I didn’t know it until I got back to work. I soon became another person.”
Jesse previously mentioned that he was forced into a suicide attempt in 2013 due to the abuse he received online.
The band continued as a three-piece without her, Confetti music video released last week..
The June issue of Cosmopolitan will go on sale from May 6th.
Jesy Nelson revealed shed tears in a horrific panic attack on the video set before leaving Little Mix
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